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Thursday, May 06, 2010

Grand Funk

How did I get here and how the hell do I get back out?

This is a bad time. People all around me are in a funk. It's good to have company. Just not like this.

I will admit, I have been headed down this road for a while. Basically since my grammy died. There are some days that are just worse than others. I think the day that really sent me into a daily funk was the day the aunts and uncles did their estate haggling a couple of weeks ago.

There are days I don't want to get out of bed. Then others when I do, but feel like I have been pulling an all-nighter. I find my hermit instinct taking over. I don't want to go out, I don't want to see people. I have headaches almost everyday some of them so stubborn that I have to go to bed with an ice pack on my head. I'm constantly stressing about money.

I just want to curl up and not do anything. Sound familiar to a few of you out there?

I know with time this funk will pass. I just wish there was something I could do to make it pass quicker.